Changing lives from past to present,
in a instantaneous whoop,
and iam stuck in this,
confusing and endless loop.
One day I woke up,
everything looked similar to yesterday,
and my broken phone was repaired,
because it was the same day.
Something that I do,
is never done,
and when I admire the moon,
it turns into sun.
I don’t know,
how many days have passed in this cycle,
and the teddy I shot,
is still laughing and bullets full in my rifle.
The day never passed,
even years passed by,
and the friend who missed the school that day,
I could never say them a last ‘hi’.
Initially I thought it’s my hallucination,
but how could everything from
mom’s call to father’s Belt remain the same,
because it was all my mind’s imagination.
I had entered another world,
which only had one day,
and everything used to restart as a game,
as a loop of swirl.
There was no escape,
either I had to survive or had to die,
and chose the first road to survive,
and it was my biggest lie.
I decided to end my life,
with a bowl of poisoned soup,
and my mind defeated me,
and again there was a whoop.
I took my life,
which never ended and set a check point
of the game of soup,
And I could never escape The Endless Loop.
๐ซกโจ๐
Whaaaooo!!!๐๐ฒ